So I actually made plans for the future (something I rarley do) I am planning to set up a fish tank with my roommate matt.  I figure the fish wont live longer than me, so what harm is there in buying a couple and keeping them for a few years. I haven't thought seriously about killing myself for a couple of days, I think it's because I'm back oon my meds, or whatever. But what ever it is, it seems to be working.  No real thoughts of suicide besides my decision to stop eating for the time being.  my dad whants to take me birthday shopping tomorrow and i'm looking forward to getting a new coat *hopefully* but I doubt I will get what I want.  Besides that I'm going to price out stuff for the fish tank. So I guess you could say that I'm having an ok day for once...