Well, the "slow ride of leveling off" sure didn't last. I don't know how to explain how intense this fall was.....my heart was racing insides twirling and swirling, yet my eyes were pouring out the tears, my mind was cartwheeling from topic to topic, yet i couldn't concentrate whatsoever, my hands actually tremored and yet i... Read more
this is a poem i put together after i came out of the mania and BEFORE i hit the bottom AGAIN.....seems the level times don't come often enough for a rapid, mixed mood cycler...but this time it was precious and appreciated, perhaps it takes the ups and downs to appreciate the "level slow rides".... hope you can relate.... Slow... Read more
The inner secrets of the mindCtrygirl2008 Imagine a world with me please,Not the one to which you now appease.Please walk with me into the short and longOf the visions, of thoughts I have had all along,No I didn't share them, or even think it strange,Instead I assumed that everyone did their own thing. Some saw dreams; others saw... Read more
I feel compelled to write at this time...really don't know why except to GET IT ALL OUT!!! ARGH AND SOB ALL AT THE SAME TIME>>>AND NOT like me to share these RAW moments ....so basically this has no purpose for others but to ease my own mind that is whirling and dancing and frolicking amonst the dark and light recesses of my turmoiled... Read more