I am stil suffering pain despite the medications and the increase in the Methadone dose to 20Mg a day so when I reordered the medications I told the doctor that the Increase in the medications are not working even with the Perocet added and taken as recommended evry 6 hours for breakthrough pain. I did meet someone and she has some of the same medical problems that I do. We understand the limitations that our bodies are under. We are just going to hang out and see where it goes from there, I dont even know if we could be a couple she doesnt want to get tired down and I want to go slow because I have been through so much in my past but both of us are willing to try and be friends and see where it goes and I am happy that she wants to hang out during the day when her kids are at school watch movies and just get to know each other better. Thats all. And I have meet other women on line biut they all live so far away but they are online friends . What I needed in my life was a real person who would hang out with me do thing together even if it was only going to lunch somewhere or anything talking laughing having fun, It had been so long, Ands to tell you the truth I was getting bitter and depressed more. I did find out someone did call her today and she may go out with him but I asked her if she still wanted to see me and I understood if she didnt but she said when he called she thaought it was me and she was all happy on the phone and then she found outit wasnt me it was the other guy, When she was telling me this I was thinking that I was going to get dumped befor e I even had achance to see her in person. I cant compete with this guy that is a sheriffs deputy that has all these muscles and Im disabled and cant workout But she said she stilll wanted to see me, hang out and watch movies, of whatever we decide to do? So I quess I was thinking more but most ladies do go for guys like that and Im not like that any more I havent worked out 3 timews a week in about 8 years aqnd the brain tumor surgery was 2003. So Im not like that anymore.I thought I was going to be rejected again. I hope she keeps her word and just is not feeling guilty about it because she was excited about us before and I was happy now im worried but my roommate said hes probaly married thats why hes trying to meet her at breatfast, I dont know where I fit into all this but I already know her and he hasnt even meet her yet. So why worry? I need to chill out and she will deside I know im a good guy and I will treat her right.Then she wont be worried about what hes doing or not. OI know how I treat women like a princess and she will be so spoiled that sjhe wont have time to think about what Johny law is doing so heck with him lol.