I recently had someone staying here that took some of my roommates Medications and I think that he took aome of mine too I am short 40 pills of Moraphie and she is short on her seriquil I called the VA and they didnt give me an awnser except to say that they had filled all 150 pills the day that I left the ER and I dont know but I do know that I didnt take 40 more pills and now I am having to just stay at home during the day with a heating pad on my hip because I am so sore and I cant take more than 2 pills aday I was taking 8 pills a day or 40 a week which would have been fine if I would have enough pills Now I cant take my normal dose and I am in Pain all day and I dont want to go anywhere because when I get there I just want tp leave I am in so much pain. I have muscle relaxers and I am gpoing ton have to take that tonight just tpo go to sleep otherwise I will be walking up every 2 hours por so in Pain and last night I was getting up every 2 hours all night I didnt get any sleep until this morning after 9 am when I went back to bed until 1 pm but then My day has been taken over by this cycle of pain my VA case manager said maybe my Pdoc there in the MISA program that I am in can give me something that is non narcotic that will help with the pain I had already went to my Primary care MD about the Pain thats why I am on Methsdone and moriphine now the moraphine is the only thing that has worked in keeping the pain under concrol so far non or the nomn narcotic drugs trhat my Pdoc has given me have worked so if they take me off the Narcotic drugs I am alredy having withdrawal from the Moraphine and they dont care so I dont lknow what to do except keep taking 2 a day until I can hget my refill on my medications on the 1st of the Month, I just dont have the pain tolerance to get out of the hpouse and do a buch of things right now tomorrow I have to go and get a carton of cigarettes and I hope go to the Noon Meeting of AA I havent been in a week and I am really sore right now I took 2 of the moriphine pills about 11pm and they must be wearing off because the pain is back I will jsut have to take one of my muscle relaxers and hope that I can sleep ok thats all I have but I hgave never had a problem with my medications and now I am out I have an apointment with my Oretopedic surgon about my hip replacement surgery and I will find out what he has to say about it then. I dont have any more apointments with the pain clinic and they did the 3 injections to my hip but trhat didnt do anything to help at all so I am supposed to go back there next thursday and see them again but I dont see what good that will do as far as then treatment goes they didnt do anything to help me so farb at all. I am also on Methadone fopr pain and I take 50 mg a day for pain. I cant get out so I have been isolating at home because of the pain but I an going to get out of the house tomorrow and go down to the AA club house they are having a sale there to raise money for the club there so I want to go by for thqat and to get a meeting in at 12:30 or so, then go buy the smokes  on the way there.

Frank Duffey