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Who Am I?

by Jalaine
Monday, October 27 2008

I really wonder what I look like in the eyes of others? Do I look and sound like a tart and can't be taken seriously and give off a vibe for people to be rude to me? Do people know how hard that is for me to take? It ruins my whole day. I just ask a simple question and or try to make conversation and they look at me like it isn't interesting... Read more Chevron

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Why Can't It?

by Jalaine
Sunday, October 19 2008

It has been two months since I have logged in, I guess I thought I was doing well enough not to keep up with others like myself, which is very self indulgent of me. Now it seems that I am falling again. I am not soaring, I am falling. My attitude sucks, which let's face it, has always sucked and I am not proud of that, but it just seems that... Read more Chevron

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Well.....I thought

by Jalaine
Monday, June 23 2008

I was doing pretty good today. Been pretty productive, it's a nice day, so I have been doing things outside that have needed to be done. Went for a paddle boat ride this morning on the lake. It wasn't even hard for me to do today! That is why I thought I was having a "good" day. But now, I just am sitting here, feeling fat and worthless. It is... Read more Chevron

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I feel........

by Jalaine
Thursday, June 19 2008

so different everyday lately it seems like. I can hardly remember what I have done in the past week, but I remember very clearly of how I have felt everyday. I am just really sick of this, I just wonder what it is like to wake up in the morning and actually feel and act the same way as I did the day before and the day before that. (I'm... Read more Chevron

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