Information and opinions on Bipolar from Jalaine at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/46454/who-am-i Mon, 27 Oct 2008 18:30:06 -0000 Jalaine I really wonder what I look like in the eyes of others? Do I look and sound like a tart and can't be taken seriously and give off a vibe for people to be rude to me? Do people know how hard that is for me to take? It ruins my whole day. I just ask a simple question and or try to make conversation and they look at me like it isn't interesting enough or I am stupid. It makes me not even want to step out of the house. I have dealt, and still... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/46454/who-am-i http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/45458/why-can-t-it Sun, 19 Oct 2008 20:29:07 -0000 Jalaine It has been two months since I have logged in, I guess I thought I was doing well enough not to keep up with others like myself, which is very self indulgent of me. Now it seems that I am falling again. I am not soaring, I am falling. My attitude sucks, which let's face it, has always sucked and I am not proud of that, but it just seems that nothing I do or others do lately is registering in my head. I can't help wondering why it seems like my... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/45458/why-can-t-it http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/31778/thought Mon, 23 Jun 2008 21:25:44 -0000 Jalaine I was doing pretty good today. Been pretty productive, it's a nice day, so I have been doing things outside that have needed to be done. Went for a paddle boat ride this morning on the lake. It wasn't even hard for me to do today! That is why I thought I was having a "good" day. But now, I just am sitting here, feeling fat and worthless. It is just so hard because I need to do things around the house and now I am to the point where all I can do... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/31778/thought http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/31393/feel Thu, 19 Jun 2008 20:09:34 -0000 Jalaine so different everyday lately it seems like. I can hardly remember what I have done in the past week, but I remember very clearly of how I have felt everyday. I am just really sick of this, I just wonder what it is like to wake up in the morning and actually feel and act the same way as I did the day before and the day before that. (I'm talking good days, not the crappy, lie in bed and not take a shower days) It is just so frustrating to... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/31393/feel http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/30591/post-newbie-bear Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:08:45 -0000 Jalaine Well, I don't know how to begin this post, because I have been sitting here, staring at the screen for five minutes trying to come up with a beginning to this hopefully, not drawn out, opinion of what I have read on here. Well, I wouldn't say opinion, I guess, more like just a blog of my thoughts. Okay, it is fairly obvious that I really don't do anything like this, and I actually don't blame anyone if they get half way through this and think... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/30591/post-newbie-bear http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/29875/read Wed, 04 Jun 2008 14:22:21 -0000 Jalaine Madness by Marya Hornbacher? If so, what did u think of it??   www.maryahornbacher.com       http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/20049/29875/read