Today I got a call from an agency about a job that sounds perfect for me. In interviews, I have a tendency to just word-vomit. I am going through the normal interview routine in my head, and specifically spelling out for myself what it is okay to say, and what isn't. It's so stressful!
I've been looking for a long time, and the economy here in Michigan sucks - 8 1/2 percent unemployment! But more than that, more than earning, etc, it's important for me to land this job because I need it for my self-esteem. I feel beat-down by the job thing. The whole endless cycle of rejection letters and bad interviews... or worse, interviews I thought were good that never result in an offer. I've been largely unemployed for a year and a half (had a temp job over the winter but got canned). And honestly, I've never held a job other than the military or self-employment for over 18 months in my life and I'm 32 years old. I need to know that I can do it, and be good at it.
This job would be good. The hours are exactly what I want, it's a short commute, it's in the field I have a degree in... :crossfingers: I just have to keep it together. NO word vomit!!!!!!!!!!
Incidentally, I believe I'll be starting Lithium in the next 2 weeks or so.. I have an appt next Thursday with my primary doc. But in the meantime I'm still unmedicated.
Hey Freeda...Certainly hope this job works out - I will definitely keep my fingers and toes crossed for you.
Like you, interviewing is not my best quality. Funny though, I'm usually best one-on-one. Must be the pressure of wanting the job so badly and not knowing if it'll come through. It also has lots to do with the "interviewee". Something good will happen for you soon, I can feel it.
Lithium is a very effective and "tried and true" med. As with all meds, there are some side effects, but if you are lucky you may experience none of them. Keep us informed.
Judy