I can't live with me much longer. What the hell is happening inside my brain....why do I hate myself, yet others still seem to hang on? I couldn't live with me, why do they?????Nee
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Feeling Hopeless
Hopeful mom
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 at 05:55 AM -
Hang in There
HeyJude
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 at 12:53 PMOur illness takes many twists and turns, and we must find the strength to endure the difficult times. Hopeful Mom is right, we must hang on for the loved ones in our lives and know that things will improve with time.
I consider myself fortunate. The bad times are "horrible", but the good times more than compensate. Hope you find you way out of the darkness soon.
Judy
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Concerned
bipolarbear
Wednesday, October 01, 2008 at 03:37 PMWhat you have written worries me. Do you need to go to the ER or into your psychiatrist's office? Are you on any meds or having therapy? Please take steps to care for yourself, you are valuable, maybe you just can't see it right now...but maybe tomorrow you will. Take care.
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Been there. It's not that you want to die. You're just exhausted from living. They hang on because you're important to them. You hang on because you love them. Just know that it will pass and try to keep hanging on.
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