ANAMIA

Health Interests

I STUFFED MYSELF UP WITH FOOD NOT T THINK,  TO STOP MY ENERGY AND MY MIND CYCLING...MY GOAL IS TO TAME AND BENEFIT FROM MY OVERACTIVE MIND FROM NOW ON!!!

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About Me

I LIVE IN A COUNTRY WHERE EATING DISORDERS AND DEPRESSION ARE NOT TREATED SERIOUSLY, THEY ARE SEEN AS A PERSONS SELF-ENDULGENCE AND LACK OF WILL POWER....MY PARENTS ARE TOO INTELLIGENT, EMOTIONAL AND CREATIVE AND HAVE ISSUES WITH FOOD...BUT THEY ARE SUCCESSFULL...SO WHO CARES OUT HERE:(

I DID NOT KNOW I HAD AN OVERACTIVE MIND BEFORE I CAME OVER ONE ARTICLE THIS MORNING...

I AM FED UP WITH MY COMPULSIVE EATING AND HAVE REACHED A STAGE WHERE I CAN NO MORE CARE FOR ANYTHING ELSE RATHER THAN OVERCOMING MY ED. ACTUALLY I HAVE, BY MYSELF RECOVERED FROM ANOREXIA AND THEN BULIMIA. NOW I JUST BINGE AND DIET.

IN EARLIER YEARS I WOULD NOT BOTHER WITH THIS SO MUCH, I STUDIED LIKE A FRICK, ACQUIRED PHD. NOW MY JOB IS NOT A CREATIVE ONE, JUST A 9-18H JOB...AND I FEEL SHARPLY THAT I NEED A COUNSEL, A HELP. IF I GO TO A THERAPIST THIS WOULD BE A LABEL...SHE IS NUTS! AND THIS I THE LEAST I NEED IN MY CARRIER.....

SPEACKING OF A CARRIER....I HAVE EVEN LOST A DEFINITE INTEREST IN ANYTHING...I GET GREAT IDEAS, MY BRAIN STARTS TO CYCLE OR GET DEPRESSED...I STUFF UP MY STOMACK SO I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE BUT CALORIES I CONSUMED....I WORRY I HAVE GAINED....I PLAN A DIET....I DIET...I GET EXCITED...I STUFF UP MYSELF WITH FOOD......I DIET

A SAD STORY...NOW I KNOW I JUST HAVE AN OVERACTIVE MIND...'JUST'??? YOU WOULD SAY IT IS NOT EASY THO...BUT IT IS A RELIEF TO KNOW WHAT U ARE UP TO. I AM TO TAME MY ENERGY AND CHEER UP MY DEPRESSION...I AM TO USE MY CREATIVITY AGAIN...AS I INTUITIVELY DID IN MY TEENS!!!

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