Ok so I am horrible at doing this but here is my go at giving a post.

I have not been diagnosed from any doctor that I am bi polar but I am on mood stabalizers and depression pills and still struggle at times and really haver my manic times, I have been trying to get counsling set up and well its just being more of a ru n around and hassle but I keep trying to get in touch with the group to get it set up.

I have accepted that something just doesnt compute and work right in my brain but at times I hate that it still feels like as much as I try and do good and keep going that I am failing.

Ok I dont know where I was going with this but thought Id jump in and start trying to understand more about bi polar.