hi,im not sure if i have bipolar or not.i dont have much hope.i might sound ridiculous or stupid buts its over a girl,the first girl i ever loved.ive been hurt before but this just wont go away.its been over a year.when i find out she was out with someone i become really mean and horrible to her,not me.and sometimes im real sad and accept it and apologise and say everything is my fault,cuz we were best freinds but not any more.and other times i call her names and say its her fault my life is like this.i cant concentrate i have huge tests in a few months.i dont feel much anymore.sometimes im happy wen im with my friends,and its fine,but wen i hear something about her..i just change.its ruining everything.there's something wrong that i cant let it go.and im horrible sometimes now,and i used to be a real nice guy,its cuz i think i deserve better cuz im nice.i dont deserve this.whats wrong..could it be bipolar?its not just my heart now..its in my head