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cathryne on Bipolar
Monday, May 13 2013
Shouldn't be but here I am. Great. But something unusual happened today. T called me on something that yes, I did goof up on. But he told me how in the future I could tell that I had goofed. And that was a bald faced lie. "you shoud have know becasue "these" numbers were off" Those numbers wouldn't have been the... Read more
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cathryne on Bipolar
Monday, May 06 2013
I was going to wait until Mother's day to post. But something happened again yesterday and it seems to be happening more frequenly as it has in the distant past.
When I was a teenager I started having "half-seizures" They weren't grand mall. Tho I had three of those in my lifetime so those are somewhat familiar to... Read more
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cathryne on Bipolar
Friday, April 22 2011
So to bring this all up to date. I am feeling a bit better after increasing the tegretol from 400mg to 600me. The cycling isn't so deep or so frequent. Once in a while I will burst into tears for maybe 5 minutes but then it's over and I wonder what that was all about. But I'm sill sort of depressed. Whnich is unusual... Read more
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cathryne on Bipolar
Wednesday, March 30 2011
I finally owned up to my deepest fear. Yes, I am depressed. I have probably been dcepressed for about a year witout admitting it. But as things go for me, I wait until I am emotioanlly backed up against the wall with absolutely no where to go but the "cofessional" of my own mind and soul.
I make enough money. I'm... Read more
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cathryne on Bipolar
Monday, March 14 2011
It's been a rought two weeks. I hadn't been anything but baseline for 2 months tho reading you'all's posts off and on. Now I'm not sure what's going on with me. A week and a half ago I checked in a guest at say 2a. (we're one of those hotel's that is open all night). He seemed a little on the addictive side of normal but my... Read more