Tuesday, May 21, 2013
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cathryne's Posts

I'm at work

Shouldn't be but here I am.  Great.  But something unusual happened today.  T called me on something that yes, I did goof up on.  But he told me how in the future I could tell that I had goofed. And that was a bald faced lie.  "you shoud have know becasue "these" numbers were off"  Those numbers wouldn't have been the... Read moreChevron

Mother's day or not

I was going to wait until Mother's day to post.  But something happened again yesterday and it seems to be happening more frequenly as it has in the distant past.     When I was a teenager I started having "half-seizures"  They weren't grand mall.  Tho I had three of those in my lifetime so those are somewhat familiar to... Read moreChevron

up to date

So to bring this all up to date.  I am feeling a bit better after increasing the tegretol from 400mg to 600me.  The cycling isn't so deep or so frequent.  Once in a while I will burst into tears for maybe 5 minutes but then it's over and I wonder what that was all about.  But I'm sill sort of depressed.  Whnich is unusual... Read moreChevron

Under the covers

I finally owned up to my deepest fear.  Yes, I am depressed.  I have probably been dcepressed for about a year witout admitting it. But as things go for me, I wait until I am emotioanlly backed up against the wall with absolutely no where to go but the "cofessional" of my own mind and soul.     I make enough money.  I'm... Read moreChevron

Destruction then heart failure

It's been a rought two weeks.  I hadn't been anything but baseline for 2 months tho reading you'all's posts off and on.  Now I'm not sure what's going on with me.  A week and a half ago I checked in a guest at say 2a. (we're one of those hotel's that is open all night).  He seemed a little on the addictive side of normal but my... Read moreChevron