Diagnosis Bipolar

A few weeks ago I posted that my Psychiatrist had come to the decision that I was not bipolar and could not/should not be treated for that.

Well, I got a second opinion from a Professor of Psychiatry at one of the Universities here who has just gone into private practice and who is now my new psychiatrist. He looked back through my entire medical history and after that a barrage of tests. He is of no doubt whatsoever that I have bipolar  - often with mixed states. He says that the history makes it very clear, especially my reaction to antidperessants (up up and away). The "Prof" also read out what my last Dr had sent him about Borderline Personality Disorder and was absolutely furious. He said its not often he writes back to a Dr who has sent him info, but in this case (and happens to be an ex student of his) that he felt ethically bound to set her straight.

So, at last I have a thorough Psychiatrist who I trust. He was even angry that, if it was a "borderline" case, that a patient with that still deserves treatment and respect. We spoke at length (session over 2 hours again - amazing) about my history and my childhood (yes I did have some problems but the way the ex Dr put it I had been severely neglected - not true at all). I also don't blame anything on other people - it's myself I beat up on a regular basis!

One thing he mentioned that I thought was interesting was that my academic history (as far back as high school) was one of very high achievement and he said that the first thing he would look for in a "borderline" case was the opposite of that (maybe started but certainly not finished and not with my marks). He also said that bipolar patients tended towards being high achievers and he looks for that in those patients he suspects of having bipolar. From what i've seen i psych hospitals and on the net I have to say this is so often the case. He was not saying we are all academically gifted but are so often high achievers in any number of fields.

Anyway, all very interesting and at last am being treated correctly by a good Doctor. Now the medication journey begins...and hopefully life starts to be a little more steady. Fingers and toes crossed :)

N