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bb4205
Saturday, October 24 2009
I havent been on here in like forever. As noted in a previous post I tend to only write when I'm upset or having problems. But the last couple months I've actually been doing good. I think I'm finally on the right med combo: lamictal and seroquel. I finally found a new psychatrist. I think she's really good, really knows what shes talking about.... Read more
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bb4205
Thursday, September 10 2009
I finally saw the endocrinologist that my primary doctor referred me to. She was really nice. She did an ultrasound of my neck. She said she saw a nodule.She wants to do a biopsy but said that I shouldnt worry. She said its probaly benign. So I wasnt worried. She said I had 2 choices: do the biopsy right away or wait 6 months. I told her to wait... Read more
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bb4205
Wednesday, August 19 2009
Wow. I dont even know where to begin. I just read all the comments from my last post. It seems everyone is extremely worried about me. But I want to assure everyone that I'm fine. I tend to only write on my bad days since this is my way of venting. Unfortunetly, this means that you dont get to see me on my good days, or at least on my ok days.... Read more
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bb4205
Saturday, August 15 2009
I've been thinking about this alot since I came out of the hospital this last time. I've had 4 suicide attempts so far. Sometimes I wonder if I will make it to 30. I dont really have money but I have a few material possessions. Mostly I am thinking about what they should do with my body. I've been thinking about it for awhile. This is what I want:... Read more
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bb4205
Saturday, August 15 2009
Its been almost 2 weeks since the incident with my sister. I'm doing better than I was that night but I still cant get ahold of my emotions. Last Sunday was a really bad day. I wont say much because I dont want to hurt any ones feelings.It started out out with me being really tired. I just wanted to be left alone and spend my day in peace. But my... Read more