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bb4205 on Bipolar
Monday, March 07 2011
After all this time of doing good my bad thoughts seem to be returning. I'm not depressed or suicidal but the shopping urges are back and I keep getting strong urges to harm myself. I'm not a cutter but I have cut myself once before. It was the day before my last suicide attempt. I wasn't trying to kill myself by cutting and I didn't do it to feel... Read more
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bb4205 on Bipolar
Wednesday, December 15 2010
I've been doing so good these last couple months. But this week I am so down and tired.On Monday I literally slept all day..woke up at 6pm but was still tired remainder of day. Today I slept til 3:30pm. I seem to be tired all the time. And today I was pretty depressed for no reason. I just dont feel like doing anything. I dont want to see or talk... Read more
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bb4205 on Bipolar
Saturday, December 04 2010
Ok so I started a blog on a few different sites. They are all the same. They have all of these posts and all of my non-bipolar posts. I really like hearing what others have to say. I'm very shy. I wish I was good at talking with people. When people comment on my posts it makes me so happy. Wow, somebody cares, somebody out there is just like me.... Read more
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bb4205 on Bipolar
Sunday, November 14 2010
I'm really annoyed. I've been looking online and everybody is saying that bipolar 2 isnt as bad as bipolar 1. Considering everything I've been thru this really pisses me off.
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bb4205 on Bipolar
Tuesday, September 14 2010
Thurs May20th was my last entry. So I've been on the wellbutrin a few months now. I did decide to add the 2nd dose in the middle of my day.Those are 150mg each. It seems to work better that way. I dont do the humane society thing anymore. Why cant I stick to doing anything? It seems that when I start doing something I'm very excited. And I like... Read more