I keep forgetting to write. Too tired, too lazy.
I've been a little off this week. Maybe manic?? I dont kno. I'm still getting used to this illness. Dont kno what to expect most days.
I find myself thinking of taking pills or cutting myself. I dont feel suicidal. I just want to do it to see what it feels like. Is that weird?
Another thing is the shopping urge is back really strong. I bought 6 computer games. I told my husband I bought two. Dont want to get him upset. And I still feel like its not enough. I want more.
The other thing thats off this week is I cant stop laughing. At anything. Last night my husband said ok, lets go to walgreens for some chocalate. I was like, yes! and i started laughing uncontrolligly(spelling?). And I mean not normal laughter but wicked whitch cackling type laughter. And then I started jumping up and down clapping. I've had lots of moments like that.
Oh and earlier this week I got mad at one of my bunnies because he sprayed me right in the face. That was disgusting. So I took him outside intent on 'freeing' him. Luckily my husband came home and saved Jesse.
I've just been having all these strange moments this week.
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Hey,
I'm new here but I understand what you mean about weird notions. The week before I decided to get help I tried to overdose on asprin. Luckily for me they we not good anymore. I have been having spells of crying over and over. The weirdest things set me off, odd things. I will stare out my window and cry. I will watch a cooking show and I will cry. No real reason. I don't think my newest meds are working well. What are you on? I have resperdone and wellbuturin. I have been so nauseated that I thought I was pregnant. I afraid no one will really really love me.
hey. I'm sorry your hurting. I've been there. The first med I was on was wellbutrin. I actually overdosed really bad on it. It causes really bad seizures. Maybe u should ask your doc for other options. Are you bipolar? I'm on lamictal and prozac. I think its a good combo. Good luck.
Hello,
Thank you for your concern. Yes I am bipolar, I don't know what type. I can't control my moods anymore but of course I never could. I have to see my doctor tommorrow. I've been on prozac, it was really better than this wellbutrin xl.