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Hypomania Returns

By G.J. Gregory Monday, July 24, 2006

Also tagging along on hypomania’s coattails are an inability to focus. I’m struggling with a project at work that requires my complete attention. Right, like that’s going to happen. The headphones are on listening to Radio Paradise, and I feel the need to rate or comment on most of the songs that come on. Taking the headphones off exposes me to the environment around me, including co-workers conversations. Hmmm – the lesser distraction? Then of course you have this post which is being written at work…

Finally, my wife just celebrated a birthday and spent some birthday money on clothes. She very rarely spends money on herself, and I actually enjoy it when she does. And of course, she got some FINE fitting jeans and slacks. If the kids weren’t awake… But of course they are awake, and stay awake until it’s too late. At least this distraction is a little more enjoyable.

While this hypomania is somewhat milder than historical levels, it’s still distracting. It doesn’t, thankfully, include the desire to engage in dangerous behaviors, so it is an improvement. But this is a reminder that the analysis of our moods needs to be fluid, and can change from one day to the next. It reinforces the truth that there is no “normal” when it comes to bipolar disorder.

Do you have a hypomania story to share? Leave a comment, or let’s discuss it in the message boards.
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Michelle
7/24/06 4:29pm
John, What mood chart do you use? Have you ever shared it? The ones I have are just too cumbersome. I would love your thoughts please. Michelle *************************************************************************************** Michelle, I blogged about this a while back, you can find that blog here. In that post I listed a few places you can get a mood chart, here are those links: ManicDepressive.org Zyprexa.com Med and Mood Chart Moodtracker.com I use a fairly simple Excel spreadsheet. I have other charts I use from time to time that track more, but lately my compliance has been better with a minimal amount of information. I'd be happy to email that to you, if interested send me a request for it, you can find my email address at my old blog, http://livingbipolar.blogspot.com. Thanks for reading, and taking the time to leave a comment!
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mcman
7/24/06 7:44pm
Hi, GJ. I thought you were talking about me for a second. This could've been my blog I was writing (inside joke). *********************************************************************************** John - I envy the way you can talk about this disorder but have the kind of handle on it that it doesn't seem to consume your life. That's my goal... Thanks for stopping by!
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Connie
7/24/06 8:48pm
Ouch and wow. The curious me seeks to learn the day of your wife's birthday. Mine was on Friday. Thanks. **************************************************************************************** Connie - it was Friday, and I was Thursday. Things are improving a bit, I have been able to return a few emails, and did make a quick round of blogs. Hopefully it will continue to improve. Thanks for your comment!
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Lynne Taetzsch
7/25/06 9:02am
G.J., what a time you're having! I can so relate to having all those wonderful ideas for the novel, the computer program, etc., that are sure to be winners. I get so many great ideas when I'm hypomanic--it's only afterward that they seem like a lot of work and that they won't necessarily be so successful. Hope you get some rest soon. Lynne ***************************************************************************************** Thanks Lynne. And even though I didn't mention it, you hit the nail on thead with your comment about getting some rest. I wrote this post last week and a few days ago I actually got 8 hours of sleep. I haven't slept 8 hours for a LONG time. It makes a difference, doesn't it? Things are looking up - and I still think the novel and computer program ideas are winners! Thanks for your comment!
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Jenny
7/30/06 2:22pm
G.J., it is comforting to see the experts talk of their struggles. I am brand new to this website. This has been one of the most stressful weeks of my life and I woke up in hypomania this morning. It scares me so badly as I know I can fall over the edge and lose everything I love and everything that matters. I almost did before. Does hypomania scare you? I feel paniced. ********************************************************* Jenny, Hang in there. The one sure thing about this illness is that our moods will change, and may change quickly. You have the awareness, and that's the majority of the battle. Since you are self aware, you will probably weather this, and future, battles. If you are still concerned, put together an emergency plan. It's a good idea even if you'll probably never use it. But just knowing it's there can help. Lastly, if you have a health care professional helping with your treatment, ABSOLUTELY contact them. This is your life, and that's what they are there to help you with. Check back and keep us informed. And by the way, I am NOT an expert. I am someone like you who struggles daily with this illness. We all need each other at times, and maybe you, and others, will be there for me next time I need the help. GJ

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By G.J. Gregory— Last Modified: 12/22/10, First Published: 07/24/06