Sometimes I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't want to go to the doctors and find out. I know its going to be something i don't want to hear. I know its going to be something that could jeapordize my military career. It hurts so bad for no reason. I feel so much pain on a good day, or a good day just goes down hill so quick. I get annoyed and agitated so easily. I just want it to stop...
Hey,
A couple of summer's ago I thought about joining the marines. I'm bi-polar and I take medication. I met with a recruiter and one of my first questions was if it would interfere with enlisting and he told me it wouldn't, although I'm sure they'd want to re-evaluate you if you did share these feelings with them, I don't think it would be a problem.
Although this career is what your life is about, you have to remember that your health comes first. I'm persuing my career, and at the same time dreams, but I always keep in mind that in order to do these things I have to keep healthy. That includes not only my physical but my mental health as well. I'd say go to a doctor first before you say anything to your supervisor. Because you might not have anything severe, you may just be going through a hard time and you might not know how to sort out your thoughts. Once you do that, you can figure out why your feeling this way and get to the root of your problem. Although it's hard to beleive while you're in it, remember that pain doesn't last forever. If you can push yourself through boot camp you can push yourself through this. I hope this helped, and everything works out well for you.
Best of luck!
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There is no need for any "condition" to jeopardize your career unless you broadcast it. Go to a private doctor with your symptoms and feelings and see what he or she says. If medication is deemed necessary, would you be able to take it w/o having to tell your superiors? I suppose not. But would they need to know the reason why? If gays can serve under the "don't ask, don't tell" law, why couldn't someone who has PTSD, anxiety, or depression?
It's just hard because I really don't want to risk it. My life revolves around my military service. However it's more than just depression and unhappiness. I often feel extremely angry. I've learned to control most of my emotions and get through my daily life, but I personally still know they are there.
I understand your hesitation. It's sad, though, that it is that way. The military is not very progressive, is it? It would rather perpetuate the mighty soldier superhero than to take care of it's own. There is probably worse stigma against mental/emotional problems in the military than anywhere else.
I wish the best for you. Don't let it get out of hand.