Hi there honey,

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your dear friend honey. I too lost someone very close to me, well actually TWELVE of them within 2 years, and it is never easy to deal with, there are really no words to comfort per say....EXCEPT To internally know that you are so right, she is with GOD and wrapped in angel's wings to go through no more tears, sorrow, or pain....it is a comfort to know that they are ALWAYS with us, be it in the form of memories, feelings, emotions or divine knowledge.   I fully believe that as bp's we have a type of personality that holds tight to the memories to the good times and You my dear seem to be doing just that, and although your heart is heavy, and trust me i know that it is even if you know her new home is our true home, know that one sweet day you will be holding hands among those fields of gold and sharing your friendship once again....Know that she would want NOTHING BUT the BEST for you being your dear friend, and that she would want you to go about healing, learning about your illness, staying positive in your outlook for yourself, and feeling the light upon you and your heart....sharing your sorrows, your woes, your good times, your obstacles, your successes, and your creations with those of us who may somehow or someway be able to reach out virtually and hold your hand or give you a big hug and let you know there are MANY of us that care about you!!!
Please take care of yourself and thank you for returning, for sharing, and I too have lost quite a few to that horrid disease....I am with you dear, i KNOW how you feel literally, and I want you to know I'll be praying for you!!!

Take care and keep posting, it's a therapy of sorts!!! (really!!)

We care here honey, and they have pulled me out of so much, so many obstacles that i know that they DO care here and I want you to know that I'm one of em!!

Hang in there girl!!!
ctrygirl