okay so heres the problem .. i have been living with bipolar for 10yrs now .. but it has never been as bad as it is now . wheni was younger i knew i had it because of the things i did .. i used to run away from home for weeks at a time and i used to cut myself and get really depressed ... and then as i got older it seemed to have died down at the time .. and at that time i didnt kno that i didnt go away on its own ..:( and now here i am 10 yrs later still livivng with it and going through it .. the constant living hell it is ... its ripped my family apart .. im losing everything i have .. my daughter my boyfriend .. my own sanity ..i go for weeks at a time with no problems and then outta nowhere i loose control and go on a down spiral .. i seems the more i try to fight it the more i loose sometimes i feel i have noything to fight for nemore .. some one please help me thank you
