Losing Everything

 Does this disease ever give back a percentage of what it has taken from me?  On 10-29-08, I caught my husband in bed with my friend's sister.  I had suspected something but he always said I was blowing the relationship out of proportion.  His fidelity was something I could always count on.  So on 10-31-08, I overdosed and sat in the garage with the car running.  I spent 5 days in ICU and the rest of the week inpatient psych.  So I have lost my husband, my family, my security and now my job.  I was written up for looking at my own medical records (i work for a clinic) and they audited me.  I have always felt that they were trying to railroad me out of the clinic (I am a medical transcriptionist) as my job performance has been lacking since about March when this whole thing with my husband started.  So I quit my job before they could fire me. So now I have no husband, no job, no hope.  I would appreciate any responses.  Dolle