Information and opinions on Bipolar from polarlight at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/18684/accident Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:22:00 -0500 polarlight I just had a car accident and hit my head !!I got a Lawyer and my Boyfriend has been very good although he still has alot to say about everything.The insurance company was going to  make me totally liable!!And the guy who hit me broadside was disabled in this armor tank of a van.I got dragged along the roadside for a few feet till I pulled over. He was trying to pass me I have gotten an excellent Lawyer thanks be to God.Otherwise I would... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/18684/accident http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/17442/hold-buddy-driving Fri, 07 Dec 2007 01:52:00 -0500 polarlight The last 2 days have been a roller coaster My boyfriends daughter showed up out of the blue to say Hi to her Dad whom she has not seen in 10 years .She had good and bad to share with old Dad and there were tears .I was so grateful one person took an interest in my boyfriend I have not met one family memeber in the 4years since I have been with him.Things seem to be fine and the next day we went off to work toward the big city we live in the... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/17442/hold-buddy-driving http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/16321/good Tue, 13 Nov 2007 00:26:00 -0500 polarlight I had just recieved 5 books from a good friend of mine and one was about female stuff.It was so inspirational and healthy to digest someone's experience and define mine in a helpful way.Since I have been with my Biploar boyfriend I have been looking after him  even though he would protest and say it is the other way around .Often it left me feeling  exhausted as I know how hard it is to accept my choices to stay with him and work... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/16321/good http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/16197/cope Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:15:00 -0500 polarlight I just had another rollercoaster ride with my Bipolar boyfriend he is not on medication does not want to go on anything and was really violent with me .I am not kidding things went flying I got shaken down a couple of times threats that you only hear in bad old movies.And he would not stop even when I backed off he was still given it .I asked him to calm down and he went more nuts and I need a break from this ...I also think he does not get what... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/16197/cope http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/15704/opening Thu, 01 Nov 2007 00:08:00 -0400 polarlight Well today was another day and it is close to becomming winter and I am working through some of the tough questions I have to ask myself when the living is not a steady drum beat.My Mom who just recently passed away sometimes could help me with things but she was old and tired and could not answer my questions about the upsets and roller coaster rides I have experienced with my boyfriend .Can anyone tell me why Bipolar has to be so violent or... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/15704/opening http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/15117/polarlight Thu, 18 Oct 2007 04:24:00 -0400 polarlight OKAY I have by the good grace of God decided to re write my journal yesterday my guy caught me writing to someone about himself , and read the packaged deal on line.I was busted big time but one thing did not overwhelm me GUILT.I just thought suck it up buddy cause you will not do a full confession and I need help dealing with ,this disease.I also survived my own mental problems but I do not remember taking it out on any one.So how come every... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5167/15117/polarlight