It's been a while since i have been on here been in a very depressed mood today for the first time in a while i am feeling better. Then the phone rings it's my dad's partner in tears after getting her to finally calm down she tells me that my dad is refussing to go to the doctors refussing medication and so of control... Read more
OK so here i am again on my down ward spiral just as i thought things where looking up for me it all comes crashing down. I finally thought that i had found a nice guy a guy that like me for me but i was wrong yet again. Last night we went out for dinner it was a really nice dinner and he payed for everything i thought we was having a really good... Read more
So here i am happy but not to happy the seroquel is working nicely finally i have found the medication that works. I am working my way out of my debts and i have even found a new place to live it's now just waiting for the paper work to go through then i can leave this nighmare home. There is just one thing that is still playing on my mind i have... Read more
For the last 4 nights i have had terrible nightmares that now it starting to really get me down and i dont know what to do about them. They are different each night but they all have the same thing in comman they where all about death and me being chased by things like poisonious snakes. I rember them so clearly when i get up in the morning and it... Read more