Information and opinions on Bipolar from Ice Queen at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/92420/misscarried-twins Tue, 27 Oct 2009 14:45:33 -0400 Ice Queen Yesterday my whole world was destroyed and i am not sure how i am ever going to get over it. I just had this feeling that something wasn't right 2 weeks ago but when i went to the hospital they told me that i was fine, they gave me an ultrasound and there on the screen was not 1 but 2 babys. I was so relived and happy that all was well although a little shocked that there was 2. Wasn't sure how i was going to mange seen's their father dumped me... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/92420/misscarried-twins http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/91029/emotions-situations Fri, 16 Oct 2009 14:52:44 -0400 Ice Queen I having lots of different emotions today and i am finding it very hard to deal with them, my main problem is anger, just can't seem to shake it off. I am shouting at everyone that speeks to me for really no reason at all. I don't know if it's because i am pregnant and off meds or it's just one of those bipolar days. I think i know what started it  my ex asked to meet up to talk about the pregnacy what we are going to do when the baby is... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/91029/emotions-situations http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/89001/pregnant-scared Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:56:43 -0400 Ice Queen I don't really know where to start just in such a mess right now. Gusse it's best to start from the begining, I started a relationship with a guy that i thought a lot of i thought that i had finally found someone and that this was it for me, i told him all about my bipolar and he said he didn't care because he loved me for who i am not because i have a disorder. For a long time we where happy we talked about getting married and having... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/89001/pregnant-scared http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/72365/loving-relationship Tue, 26 May 2009 16:01:25 -0400 Ice Queen I have had quite a busy few months and stable one's at that. I have felt normal with no hint of anything it's been the best few months for a very long time never thought i could feel like this. I am now in a very happy relationship with a loving caring guy who for once loves me for me. I really think the world of him and hate being apart. He is the first guy that i have actuerly told everything to. He said he dosen't care if i have bipolar... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/72365/loving-relationship http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/64168/bipolar-affects Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:59:27 -0400 Ice Queen yesterday i told a friend that i have bipolar i then thought i would just get the usual response that i always get but not this time. This time i got asked question after question. So i started off by saying that it's a mental illness which consists of periods of depression and periods of being really high feeling on top of the world. But then she asked what eles dose it invole. No one has ever asked me before to explain it all in detail so i... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/64168/bipolar-affects http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/59602/working-embarrassed Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:38:58 -0500 Ice Queen I have been on valproate and serqual for the last 6 months at first they seemed to suit me for once in a very long time i felt like myself again. The depression had gone and so had the hypomana. But last month i started to feel happy to happy i started going out drinking quite hevaly. I started spending money which i really couldn't afford on things i didn't need and paying for meals for my friends buying gifts for people. Then i decided... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/59602/working-embarrassed http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/55140/born-wrong Sat, 10 Jan 2009 15:05:59 -0500 Ice Queen Day 10 into the new year just as i thought things where lookig better today it all started again. I was supose to go off to a family birthday get together but when i woke up i wasn't exactly feeling socialble my heart really wasn't into besides things between my family are far from great. So i took my psychatrist's advice and went down to explain to my mum that i wasn't feeling up for it and that i just wanted to be on my own today. Well it... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/55140/born-wrong http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/49628/bipolar-dad-wont Thu, 20 Nov 2008 17:55:43 -0500 Ice Queen It's been a while since i have been on here been in a very depressed mood today for the first time in a while i am feeling better. Then the phone rings it's my dad's partner in tears after getting her to finally calm down she tells me that my dad is refussing to go to the doctors refussing medication and so of control that she can't handle it anymore. She asked me to ring him up and talk to him and get him... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/49628/bipolar-dad-wont http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38786/hate-bipolar Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:09:21 -0400 Ice Queen OK so here i am again on my down ward spiral just as i thought things where looking up for me it all comes crashing down. I finally thought that i had found a nice guy a guy that like me for me but i was wrong yet again. Last night we went out for dinner it was a really nice dinner and he payed for everything i thought we was having a really good time well at least i was we was talking and laughing and for once i was with a guy who wasn't... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38786/hate-bipolar http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38023/life-finaly Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:17:22 -0400 Ice Queen So here i am happy but not to happy the seroquel is working nicely finally i have found the medication that works. I am working my way out of my debts and i have even found a new place to live it's now just waiting for the paper work to go through then i can leave this nighmare home. There is just one thing that is still playing on my mind i have met a nice guy at last i am just worried that the bipolar may interfear with the whole thing like it... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38023/life-finaly