Information and opinions on Bipolar from Ice Queen at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38786/hate-bipolar Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:09:21 -0400 Ice Queen OK so here i am again on my down ward spiral just as i thought things where looking up for me it all comes crashing down. I finally thought that i had found a nice guy a guy that like me for me but i was wrong yet again. Last night we went out for dinner it was a really nice dinner and he payed for everything i thought we was having a really good time well at least i was we was talking and laughing and for once i was with a guy who wasn't... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38786/hate-bipolar http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38023/life-finaly Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:17:22 -0400 Ice Queen So here i am happy but not to happy the seroquel is working nicely finally i have found the medication that works. I am working my way out of my debts and i have even found a new place to live it's now just waiting for the paper work to go through then i can leave this nighmare home. There is just one thing that is still playing on my mind i have met a nice guy at last i am just worried that the bipolar may interfear with the whole thing like it... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/38023/life-finaly http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/33566/nightmares Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:50:14 -0400 Ice Queen For the last 4 nights i have had terrible nightmares that now it starting to really get me down and i dont know what to do about them. They are different each night but they all have the same thing in comman they where all about death and me being chased by things like poisonious snakes. I rember them so clearly when i get up in the morning and it really is starting to worry me i have never had nightmares like these before. The stange thing as... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/33566/nightmares http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/32374/fit Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:00:19 -0400 Ice Queen Not quite feeling myself today think i maybe going into a hypomanic/depressive state so i thought i would just get on here and rant about all the things that are running through my head right now. To start with i feel like i am in the slow lane nothing is moving fast enough i'm not moving fast enough. I feel like life is passing me by that i am not doing all the stuff that i want to do that each year that passes nothing has changed for me i talk... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/32374/fit http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/29566/losing-temper-loves Sun, 01 Jun 2008 11:57:42 -0400 Ice Queen So there i was sitting at my computer trying to write a letter could  not think for the life of me how to write this letter i wanted to keep it short but i need to have all the information in it then when i thought that i had finally finished i relised that i had missed some vital information out and that there where so many spelling mistakes a 5 year old could have done better. Thats where i hate being dyslexic. I then lost my temper with... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/29566/losing-temper-loves http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/24967/mood-chart Fri, 11 Apr 2008 16:15:00 -0400 Ice Queen My pdoc wants me to start a mood chart so that he can see how my mood is from month to month he said they are a very good way of keep records of my moods. I agreed to start one but the thing is i have no idear to start one so if anyone can give me information on how you s start one that would really help me.  Thanks.   http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/24967/mood-chart http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/24966/mental-excuse Fri, 11 Apr 2008 16:05:00 -0400 Ice Queen I haven't been on the web site for a while and i have to say that i have missed writing down how i feel with people that understand where i am coming from . My family are less then surportive in fact they pretty much treat me like i have the plague and recently i lost what i thought was a very good friend of mine. She basicaly dosnt want me going out with her or me getting near her 3 year old son i excepted her wishes because clearly i was... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/24966/mental-excuse http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/20470/throwing-hands-air Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:04:00 -0500 Ice Queen Sitting down on the sofa opening another letter knowing full well its another bill, I finally take a deep breath in and rip the envelope open and there it is another letter depanding money that i just dont have god only knows how i am going to afford all the bills i have. The more i try to get out of this debt the more get into it. My hypomania writes cheques that my deppression cant afford. Now i just feel like throwing my hands in the air and... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/20470/throwing-hands-air http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/20001/angry-scared Mon, 04 Feb 2008 08:15:00 -0500 Ice Queen This morning i woke up feeling quite happy and cailm i was really looking foward to the day. Then everything just started going wrong starteing with the phone call from the macanic telling me that my car is still not ready. Of course i lost my temper and started shouting still not F... ready why the f... is it not f... ready its been 3 weeks now and you told me  that my f... car would only take one day to fix. I find that when i get angry i... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/20001/angry-scared http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/19701/slept-6-hours Sun, 27 Jan 2008 13:45:00 -0500 Ice Queen I am not quite sure how to explain how i feel right now it's such a funny feeling. I am not depressed but i am not hypomanic, I have been tired but when i go to bed it takes me an hour or so to fall asleep then 2 hours later i am awake again its the same thing every night. I am tired through the day but it dosent affect me in any way. I seem to start crying and sometimes i am not even sure what i am crying about but with this i do feel calm... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/5247/19701/slept-6-hours