I was a very happy child. Some say to happy. Life went along great, grew up ,got married, 3 kids. Then I got a divorce and life took quite the turn. I feel apart drinking doing drugs. Now came the rehabs, at least 4, I never quit quitting. But I knew I was missing some peice to the puzzle. I got my answer in the form of a great mania. Years later I have been through many meds. I also have anxiety disorder and add,I'm older now and have 3 beautiful sons. My 16 yr. old has just been diag. with mdd althoough I think I'm going to have him tested for add also.

