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Dealing With Crime

By soccergal Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Dear Bipolar Cumunity I am in need of some advice, wisdom, warnings, words of experience and insight to the newest chapter in my life.  Over 8 months a ago I cimmited a crime in a manic state. I was was charged with a misdemeanor and the charges were very serious. Praise the Lord I was not found guilty(not really a proper charge or sufficiant evedense) and their was no trial. A jugement has been reached which involves the charge, 3 years probation, 40 community service, surrender of l work icsense, book & release, and possible anger management courses.

I would love to hear some of your stories and experiences.  I am finally trying to move forward and I could use advise or just anything you can offer.  I know that we in the BP cummunity are not immune to crime. Some of you have been there. I really would appreciate your imput.

Thanks,

Soccergal

 

 

 

Anonymous
barbsc61
12/ 9/08 10:52pm

I found myself in a heap of trouble back in 95' being a single mom of 3 children with the youngest only 5 yrs old  i got involved with the wrong people and needed to find money quick to move my family to a new home our home that we lived in was condemmed by the fire marshall and building inspector (faulty wiring) landlord wouldn't fix nothing.  I had been in theraphy since 1990' shortly after my baby was born was told that i had severe depression at that time and was being treated by a well known doctor in the community he also was the director of the pshycoloy dept at the college near by.   but to make a long story short i was stentenced to serve a 10 year sentence for a crime that i did do but not in the right frame of mind and my medical reports were never mention in court and they even tried to re-try me in a organized crime ring and keep me behind bars for another 15-25 years however i had a really good attorney that got my freedom for me he even found errors in my orginal case and asked me to re opened it i told him NO it will not give me the time i have losted with my family back i just wanted to go home after all the parole board granted me my freedom in december of 1997  yet i stayed locked up until 11-98 and have been home and free from the past yet it took me going to prison to get the right treatment and the proper diangosis

12/28/08 7:02pm

Sorry it took so long. Thank you. The momment I read your post I realized how lucky I am. I am so sorry you lost 10 years. Your story put things into perspective for me. There was a time when I first got diagnosed when I met lots of people.  I heard their stories, wow. I was just starting my journey. I was just getting on the right meds and I decided to read everything I could about BP as a result.  I hope you are safe and healthy and your treatment is working for you. I hope you also have restored relationships. Thank you for sharing.

12/11/08 9:24am

My input? You asked for it..

Crime and punishment? You asked for it..you DID the crime.. you do the time.

 Lucky you got only probation and community service.. be cheerful as you responsably preform your community service, cuz you're lucky not to be put in the hell hole jail is!

 Get a pdoc, stay on meds...forever.

I've had bipolar (misdiagnosed for 20 yrs) and short of having expired tags...never commited a crime.

Maybe you can in a sense, blame that behavior on BiP manic, lesson learned ay?

I didnt hear any real whining in your post..good.. get the community service done, watch yourself as far as probation, and live clean and strong for now on..good luck.

12/28/08 6:48pm

Wow. Assumptions. I am on meds I have a pdoc etc. S*** happens. A day is coming when something happens to you because you are BP. Speaking for those who work so hard with meds, docs, counselors, support groups, natural remedies, shock therapy etc. Some people have tried everything to be completely healthy!!! I have met them personally, they are dealt a bad hand. Amazing people smart, funny, brilliant. Seriously???? Do you know how many people in the BP community deal or have dealt with crime issues. Please become educated on mania. Consider yourself lucky to be so healthy and immune to crime. You put down others with BP who have also dealt with crime issues in your response to me to offer help meds, etc. As if all these mentally ill people who are BP are doing nothing including myself. Some do everything! "Do the time... ha" Be extremely understanding and compassionate to the BP community. How do you know your time isn't coming? Read more stories of those who are BP there are some novels out, quite a few. A lot of famous people as well and some movies. Be respectful, a lot of people have suffered as a result of being manic of things out of their control. BP is not an excuse or a way out of doing "your time." Take a ride on the mania train with many others who have gone before me. Then you will realize how good you have it.

1/ 1/09 11:35am

Soccermom

Great answer back....I wish you luck, and let those without sin throw the first stone. Just keep moving forward...Bella 

12/16/08 10:58pm

Back when I was 18 and undiagnosed, I was dating another 18 and undiagnosed who just happened was aspiring to be a career criminal. Yeah his mania made him think he was invincible and got caught. He got caught in the minor stuff. If his heavier crap was ever revealed he would still be in prison. All he ended up with is probation but he was suspended from college. Both getting caught and the fact that it inhibited his school sunk into his core. He has cleaned up a lot. Realizes that he was out of his mind before. And I was out of mind for hanging around with him at the time. But I must have seen the good in him because it is there.

 

The things you can do when you are manic or hypomanic are terrifying. Though that is not saying depressive actions are a walk in the park. You are lucky that you did not get sentenced to jail time. I do not believe jail is always the right consequence of illegal activities. The system is not just enough.

12/28/08 7:15pm

To know someone firsthand who has commited a crime in a manic state does so much to educate you. Thank you for sharing. You lived the life undiagnosed, and you understand the power of mania. I am blessed to not be in jail or that it was not a felony. When the case was presented me being BP was never discussed. It was never mentioned. The DA had no knowledge of my mental state. It could have, but I am taking the higher road.  You mentioned that prision is not always the answer.  I agree. After what happened to me, I get the whole mental plea. I will never judge others again concerning crime. No one knows the whole story.  I will say I do have more compassion for others who are BP who have a debilitating life. Some suffer more and meds do not help. I just have compassion. I hope you are doing well now. Thank you for sharing some of your past with me.

12/28/08 11:33pm

I am glad that my sharing could bring you some comfort. I love when that happens. Smile

By soccergal— Last Modified: 12/20/10, First Published: 12/09/08