RE: My Fight For Sanity, A Personal Story Of Inspiration In The Battle Of Bipolar Disorder

Yes I believe in God, yes I believe in Christ; however I also believe in a great many other things I incorporate into my belief system and am a very spiritual person. I find it vastly troubling when someone makes more than 1 post like yours basically stating "good deeds" may or may not get you into heaven! If this works for you fine, it doesn't work for the vast majority of the planets people though.

Talk to me about FAITH...then you're talking about God by ANY name.

Those of us who deal with numerous mental/emotional illnesses rely heavily on our spiritual beliefs. Do not spend your time telling me how I'm supposed to believe, or how I have to act to "enter Heaven".

Many of us have suffered for years, even decades and understand more accutely what Christ suffered on the cross.

And on this note you are hearing this from a Reverend, Doctor of Divinity; who suffers from far more illnesses than only BiPolar.

If your belief system works for you terrific, all glory to God. But not all of us believe that what you wrote are the exact words of God, Yaweh, Allah, etc... in "His/Her" own hand.

Peace be with you! Blessed Be!

Well, I am glad to know, that my story inspired you.  But, you have also inspired me.  You are on this website, and you are searching for something.  To me, that says alot.  You are making an effort to find some answers.  That's pretty inspirational to me. 

I am sorry, that it made you cry, though.  But, it is a pretty emotional story, and I can understand that.  Especially, since, you experience it, yourself.

I can so identify with your part about tired of being sick and tired.  That's one of my phrases to, but it is so fitting for the illness.  Because, that's how we really feel.  The frustrating thing, is that alot of people don't understand.

I always remember, that I am not alone.  There are so many wonderful people out there, like yourself, that go through this.  And, somehow they are doing it each day.  That encourages me, in alot of ways.

I know, that it's difficult to get through the moods.  But, it is always worth it.  We all have a purpose on this earth.  We are each special in our own way.  And, you are very special yourself.  You just must remember that. 

Again, thanks for reading my share post.  I didn't really know, if anyone would respond.  You have all inspired me with your kind and honest comments.  I would enjoying hearing back from you.

Well, thanks for reading my post.  It has taken almost eighteen years to finally share this.  But, it was time.

I see, that there are alot of similiarities in our story.  We got diagnosed around the same age and are pretty close in age.  It sounds, like you have quite a story, yourself.

It is wonderful to hear, that things are going so well for you!  I know, that didn't happen overnight and was alot of effort on your part.  But, you are finally there. 

That is a good idea about starting a non-profit.  I will check out your website, when it is up and running.  Keep up the good work, and thanks for your comment!

hi there

the site is up and running--

it's just in it's very early stages as i made and designed it myself with the help of my 2 year old on my lap!!!

keep up the good work and keep in touch.

support is definitely one of the best medicines.

my best

laurin

www.makemommysmile.citymax.com

I agree with you storm flurries.........sometimes I just get tired of pretending and it really gets me down and I feel so lonely in this illness.  It is, in most circles, a taboo subject--even in families and maybe especially in families.  I just keep my mouth shut.  At first, I spoke out but not any more.  It is not worth it and it usually makes me feel worse, not better..............Pam  PS I find I do this even with my counselor

Thank you very much for your comment. 

Yes, it sounds like you can relate to me in many ways, and also know the pain of this illness. 

But, we always realize the importance of appreciating the small things in life, as you shared.  It is sad, we would have to learn this, in such, a difficult way.  However, we have no other choice to accept it.

You have inspired me, by writing this comment.  You have been very honest.  You have expressed your feelings in a very heart-felt manner.

Thank you so much for sharing!  I only wish the best fo you.  I'd enjoying hearing back from you.

You are so very welcome.  Thanks for reading my story. 

I want to thank you both for your comments, and time. 

Things are only going to change, if people start speaking up.  However, our stories can be quite painful and personal. 

Finally, after all these years, I am just beginning to become comfortable with sharing.  Hopefully, this may have inspired someone to take the first step of sharing in their own lives.  It starts with just one step.

Have a blessed day!

You are so very welcome.  Thanks for reading my story. 

I want to thank you both for your comments, and time. 

Things are only going to change, if people start speaking up.  However, our stories can be quite painful and personal. 

Finally, after all these years, I am just beginning to become comfortable with sharing.  Hopefully, this may have inspired someone to take the first step of sharing in their own lives.  It starts with just one step.

Have a blessed day!

First, I would like to thank you for your comment.  It's a very important point you make about the people pleasing.  Well, things got to a little extreme on that side, and I started to neglect myself.  I was trying to keep my boyfriend alive for months (He almost died from kidney failure, but miraculously survived), and I was put aside.  Now, I recognize, that I must help myself, too.  Otherwise, I won't have anything to give.  I am watching my diet, reducing my stress, and just overall taking care.

Yes, and the medical treatment is something, that I've always been consistent with.  I never want to return to a hospital.  But, I still do the little things: like keeping a door open for someone, help out the homeless with a few dollars, or just by being nice to people.  But, yes, now my health is my biggest concern.

You were so kind, and made some very good points.  It was good that you brought that up, so it could be discussed.  Hopefully, someone may read it, and it will help them.  Have a wondeful day~