Information and opinions on Bipolar from trainlightindeed at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788/83070/college-forever Sun, 16 Aug 2009 22:50:09 -0400 trainlightindeed I just applied online for some school brochures to be sent to me. It was overwhelming. I mean..I have no friends or anthing to do these days. I cant bear the thought of rotting away in this apartment for the rest of my life. Tonight is kind of despairing. I feel roadblocks everywhere. I tried to so call find Nanny work, but I dont have a car. I am really good at that. I've done it before. My disability wont cut even for me to find one. I... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788/83070/college-forever http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788/82880/day-time Sat, 15 Aug 2009 01:19:03 -0400 trainlightindeed yeah.. thats pretty much how I have been taking life these days. I know already I will be admitting myself back to the psychiatric hospital in the next few days. Its inevitable. I have been holding out ya know? But i know that it is not healthy for me to hold out as well. My brain needs medication to balance the chemicals out. I have been in deep dark despair out of nowhere for the last 3 weeks!! I am a rapid cylcer/ hypomanic pretty much.... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/665788/82880/day-time