Dear All,

this is he first time I have ever talked on line about my disorder, diagnosed as Bi-polar disorder.  It has caused the worst of the worst.  Divorce, suicide attempts, relationships, even the basic family and friends ones, many jobs, I am talking over 50 jobs and over 70 moves.  20 + hospitalizations, a few suicide attempts.  I have learned a lot through it, but have not found the right medications yet.  But I am on a good program called IMPACT right now.  They are a high intensive program that is aimed at keeping one out of the hospital and safe and good in the community.  And where we can be as independant as possible.  My email is carlsmiamivice@yahoo.com if anyone ever wants to write.  I am a male of 39 and have felt the horrors of this disability since young age.  Thanks for listening. CL.