On a more positive note... here is everything I strive for, depicted in simple images that, I believe, speak for themselves.

I want to blossom like an apple tree

Be wild and free

Produce the fruit of my existence

Without any resistance

I want to shine like the sun

Be radient and have fun

Let my light glow

And let it show

I want to fight like a tiger

Win battles I don't master

Growl and show my teeth

Let them know what's going on beneath

I want to laugh like a clown

Get rid of that frown

Make people happy

And go a little crazy

I want to cry a child's tears

Let go of all my fears

And after a while

Put on a great big smile

I want most of all

To break down that wall

Blocking me

From all the things I don't see

j.r.bush