Sorry, I just need to vent a little. I'm not depressed, I feel fine, I've been stable, things are going alright... but I'm so tired, exhausted. I can't get up in the mornings, yet my medication hasn't been changed recently. It just makes me really mad that every time things start to go well, there's something that comes and hinders this state. Usually, when stress levels are low, my chronic pain's at its worst (yeah, I know it should be the opposite), and it has become less tolerable in the past few weeks, but not as much as the fatigue. If I could, I would sleep hours and hours and spend the rest of the time in bed reading or watching telly. I try to avoid it, I know its not good for me. I do my best to go out and do what I need to do, but I don't remember a point (other than when I was at my lowest depressive states)where it has been THIS difficult. I know "hate" is a strong word, bu I hate this so much. Life is unfair and it's bringing me down yet again. I don't want to follow that path. For once in a long long time I feel good. Why can't I just feel good? Argh!