depression

I Hate....

minimom524 Community Member December 05, 2009
  • i HATE bipolar disorder
    i HATE what it has done to me and my family over the years
    i HATE that it will never go away
    i HATE that it is getting worse as i get older
    i HATE that i passed this DAMNED thing to my daughter
    i HATE cycling
    i HATE feeling the impending doom that tells me "here comes a downer and theres nothing u can do to stop it"
    i HATE that mania ends in depression
    i HATE feeling hopeless, meaningless, unimportant, doom and gloom
    i HATE that i can't just stay manic, those are my best days
    i HATE that there is no vaccine, no cure, no hope of ever getting better

4 Comments
  • Anonymous
    CAROL
    Jul. 26, 2010

    i f***n hate bipolar more than anything that has ever happened bad to me in all my life? and believe me i have been thru shit...

    my ex partner of 2 yrs i gave and treated like a princess goddess in return i got absolutely nothing $20.000 later im a emty shell of a human ive survive sexual abuse for 10 yrs , im a recovered alcoholic and drug addict sober now...

    RHMLucky777

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    i f***n hate bipolar more than anything that has ever happened bad to me in all my life? and believe me i have been thru shit...

    my ex partner of 2 yrs i gave and treated like a princess goddess in return i got absolutely nothing $20.000 later im a emty shell of a human ive survive sexual abuse for 10 yrs , im a recovered alcoholic and drug addict sober now 17 yrs raising 2  children alone the youngest nearly 12 also bipolar im sure been a struggle since birth i have no family ect my kids father and his mother im sure where narssitic his whole family screwy shit man i have adahd but only hypo i function real well on my own without influence from the out side world and my ex girlfriend has managed to kill my spirit

     I HATE YOU BIPOLAR I HATE YOU SOOOOOOOOO FRIGGIN MUCH.ive aged so much in the last few months thanks to her im only 41 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH MY HEAD IS SCAMBLED IM SO FRIGGIN ANGRY WITH RAGE I WANNA HURT MY SELF BUT I WONT IM STRONGER THAN THAT IM DONE WITH YOU BIPOLAR I WILL NEVER BE NEAR YOU AGAIN

  • CZCAT
    Dec. 08, 2009

    This is the first time I have visited this site, wow you said it!! That is how I feel quite often. Somedays Im so discussed with my behavior, how could I have said that?? I have no friends, part because I shy away, afraid of my behavior and what they might think and part because I have scared away most when I do lose it. Im stuck home alone, I recently lost...

    RHMLucky777

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    This is the first time I have visited this site, wow you said it!! That is how I feel quite often. Somedays Im so discussed with my behavior, how could I have said that?? I have no friends, part because I shy away, afraid of my behavior and what they might think and part because I have scared away most when I do lose it. Im stuck home alone, I recently lost my job and my van, Im afraid of what I will become, gotta get outta here soon!!! Hope to find help here on this website, thanks for putting into words how I feel. Hang in there!

  • GDP
    GDP
    Dec. 06, 2009

    you're not alone....

  • alxv
    Dec. 06, 2009

    We all do. Yell

     

    Alex

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