Information and opinions on Bipolar from AmberNichole at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/91241/started-journal Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:53:53 -0400 AmberNichole If anyone is interested...  http://mindcycling.blogspot.com/ http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/91241/started-journal http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/90583/lot-free-time Tue, 13 Oct 2009 13:34:49 -0400 AmberNichole Since I post here almost daily :) I still feel pretty new to this diagnosis even though its been going on nearly 7 months since I got sick. I am drowning in paperwork, and I feel like a  broken record. First of all my employer denied my FMLA and fired me and I lost my insurance. (EFF off TMOBILE :) ) So not I am applying for disability, unemployment and medicaid. First off all of these is the fact that tmobile is an asshole. My dr faxed... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/90583/lot-free-time http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/90252/tricky-tricky Sun, 11 Oct 2009 02:55:20 -0400 AmberNichole It is almost sadistic. I get these fleeting moments of normalcy, though they are gone by morning, but not forgotten. Is there a time of day that crazy just takes a nap? Is it a sign of getting  better, getting worse? I am so tired of new things happening to be honest with you! I would settle for manic if I thought I would stay there... at least my house is clean clean clean. I would settle for just about anything if it would stick around... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/90252/tricky-tricky http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/89634/random-amber Tue, 06 Oct 2009 12:29:16 -0400 AmberNichole I don't really have a question as much as I have the need to vent, so here I go. I feel like I have been rebelling if that makes sense. I have pierced my face, tattooed my arm and blackened my hair all since May. I take 6 pills a day I have no sense of self or identity, and I feel honestly that I don't belong anywhere. I don't mean that in a nobody loves me sort of way, but more that I don't really feel comfortable anywhere that I go. I want to... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/89634/random-amber http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/88774/scrambled-eggs Wed, 30 Sep 2009 01:40:47 -0400 AmberNichole That is how my brain feels anyway. Scrambled. I have been slapped with a rapid cycling whatever on top of my many other talents and endearing qualities. Yay. I am a different Amber everyday. The only upside is that my memory is shot thanks to all of the medications so I don't remember what Amber I was yesterday and don't have to feel embarrassed about whatever ridiculous manic nonsense that took place. My medications just keeps going up and up... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/88774/scrambled-eggs http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/87569/diagnosis Sun, 20 Sep 2009 22:00:23 -0400 AmberNichole I am 25 years old and I have been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. I would like to meet other people who have this same disorder, maybe make myself feel a little more normal by knowing I am not all alone out there. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/701818/87569/diagnosis