I was crying like crazy last night. I feel so trapped in this illness. I can't get away from it. I'm so upset that I can't seem to have a 'normal' life in so many ways. I feel like a failure. It's even more heartbreaking since I try so hard, yet keep falling down. I am very lucky that Nick (my husband) is SO supportive and helpful. But still, I get so tired of this merry-go-round that I can't get off. But ANYways...






















