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su1
Saturday, January 05 2008
I don't like having to take Zyprexa & of course needed to take more during the holidays; I naturally drop from exhaustion after enough hypomania, but the Zyprexa seems to cause me to 'crash' even harder sometimes - it's too strong of a drug for me, I think; it was fine when I had my extreme mania, but now it's just overkill... Read more
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su1
Tuesday, January 01 2008
Here I thought the pdoc would be saying "Well, you really should be getting back to work, you know; it's been 2 yrs already..." - he ended up saying "Well, I want to take all the pressure off of you & have you off until July 1"! So we'll see what my work & my disability plan has to say about that. ... Read more
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su1
Friday, December 28 2007
Can't wait till the holidays are over. I'm so used to having so much time alone, and all this visiting is wearing me out! I feel guilty that I can't be more sociable. I get really quiet around people when I'm feeling overstimulated. The funny thing is, the more quiet I get, the more talkative others... Read more
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su1
Sunday, December 23 2007
I know what I have to do to keep from gaining weight, but it's tough during the holidays. I lost 4 lbs a few weeks ago (with 11 lbs to go), so I am pleased about that, and even if I gain it back & have to start all over again, I have a bit more confidence I can do it again, anyways. My dietician (an RN who is part of my pdoc's staff)... Read more
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su1
Sunday, December 23 2007
Last few days, I had the bright idea to not take my Zyprexa, thinking there was no longer any threat of mania in the dead of winter. I had managed to be off of it for 3 months last winter, relying on only my Lamictal and Prozac to sustain me - it had worked very well and it was so nice having a break from the sluggishness and weight gain caused by... Read more