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Kad
Saturday, October 24 2009
Oh, **** I am having the overwhelming urge to throw breakables at the wall, so much so that its unbearable. I'm down on my lith dose for brain issues (I want it to work better) and barf issues (I'm sick of taking gravol) but its been almost 2 weeks and I cannot focus on school, think I'm getting depressed, starting to scream more and more at... Read more
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Kad
Friday, October 23 2009
I had momentum at the start of the year (september) and I am so pooping out now...I know lots of you might not know what to say but I neeeeed help!!!!! I feel like my attention span is zippidy do da, all I want to do is look at face book or have a nap, I'm stressed like crazy about exams coming up again (and I did really well on the first midterm,... Read more
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Kad
Wednesday, September 23 2009
So I saw my doc today, mostly because I have some kind of dumb mucus membrane infection (yuck, double yuck) with just one side of my face in major pain and weird blisters in my mouth, what the heck is that? Its happened before. I need T3's to manage it and lots my tolerance is high. Another issue though, of great importance. I can't stand taking... Read more
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Kad
Sunday, September 06 2009
So I like that my meds have got me not screaming anymore, trying to off myself, yada yada, bla bla. Even was getting spells of "hyper-hypo the motor-mouthed freak" and "diggity-dig for treasure for endless hours weirdo" near the end of it as well. It sure would be nice to not obesess over what I think someone else is thinking of me though, the... Read more
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Kad
Thursday, September 03 2009
It makes me sooooo nauseated. I thought I would die when I first started on it, and each time adjusting was literal hell. I tried to drink one night during that time and nearly died...guess I should have known better. I can a little now, but probably still shouldn't. I have so many mornings where I think I've eaten enough to take my pills and I... Read more