Firt Step

So briefly, last week i started a whole new batch of meds hoping with every ounce of my being that it would help me. For the first few days i was so irritable but i decided to wait it out and im happy to report that i went to the grocery store by myself for like the fist time in 6 months. I have alot of anxiety related to my bp, so this was a huge step for me. It seems so ridiculous to be so happy about such a small thing but oh well. i hate living this way God i hope these meds work...ive been so depressed lately. Anyway thanks for listening to me ramble on.