I dont know what to do anymore. life is treating me like shit. people just use me, all they do is hurt me. every day i think about killing my self. this is not normal. its been almost 3 weeks since i have cut my writs....
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Seek help.
Hopeful mom
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Oncesickofitall
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 at 01:16 PMI have been in so much pain just breathing. I wish I would just stop breathing but I am afraid to die. I am on anti depressants but need new ones. There is so much out there for us in life. We need to find the right help and live our lives happy. You have gotten over the major hurtle by saying and admitting you have a problem. You need to see someone about it for help. The pain mental and physical can go away. Eventually if you continue to hurt yourself your only going to lose everyone around you. My sister put a turnicate on her leg while in the hospital for a car accident. She managed to fool the doctors and eventually did so much damage to her leg at 19 years old had to have it amputated. Get help and you will see life in a new way. You can be happy. I know I have been there. Please find help.
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The problem is that your own brain is tricking you into believing this. It's very hard to get out of this mindset because the pull is so strong. You need to seek help. Get a therapist to help you work through it until the meds kick in. Hang in there kiddo and know that you are stronger than the bipolar demon. Once the crisis passes, you'll be glad you hung in there.
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