Information and opinions on Bipolar from ariel jaimes at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559/28043/thought Fri, 16 May 2008 10:45:41 -0400 ariel jaimes I thought i was done with cutting my self, i had stoped for 4 weeks , but the day before yesterday i started back up again. I had forgoten how the pain feels now i remmember. its so painful but satisfaying at the same time. I dont even know i started again it was all a blur. and in school my mood changes and because of that im ging to lose some friends and i dont want to. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559/28043/thought http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559/27233/bipolar-depression Wed, 07 May 2008 10:40:43 -0400 ariel jaimes I dont know what to do anymore. life is treating me like shit. people just use me, all they do is hurt me. every day i think about killing my self. this is not normal. its been almost 3 weeks since i have cut my writs. it seems like a life time to me. i want to start again but something is telling me not to. but that one thing is not going to be there one day, and im going ot do some great damage to my self.      ... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/77559/27233/bipolar-depression