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Tabby on Bipolar
Wednesday, September 14 2011
Well, in truth, there are more versions of me but today I only note 2 in particular. One being the "out in the world" version and the other, well you all know, the "one with bipolar" version.
Out in the World version is the one that is a daughter, a sister, a mother, was a wife, am a employee, a taxpayer, and a citizen. It has... Read more
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Tabby on Bipolar
Thursday, May 05 2011
I can always tell when my mood is going "up" or "lifting". As I get older and battle these episodes over and over... it's gotten where many times I literally feel the "drop" and I literally feel the "lift".
One of the telltale signs for me is that the colors in life start returning. That is, not everything is viewed in a... Read more
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Tabby on Bipolar
Wednesday, April 13 2011
newest neuropsych can't decide if I am one of the small % that is med sensitive because of my immune system OR if I am one of the small % that is psychologically adversed to medication... he told me this just this morning
the same neuropsych that told me last month during our 1st visit that he believed I was suffering from cognitive... Read more
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Tabby on Bipolar
Friday, April 08 2011
Update on the new pdoc drama from the other day...
So, Wednesday I had an extremely bad depressive spell. I laid my head upon my desk at work, once I finally dragged myself the 26 miles in heavy traffic to get there... and cried. I wanted so badly to just die. I actually shook, physically shook, wanting to... Read more
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Tabby on Bipolar
Saturday, April 02 2011
So, went to yet another psych agency a few weeks ago who put me through 6 hours of heavy psych testing and then wrote me a script for carbamazepine XR 200mg twice a day.
He said I suffered a traumatic brain injury during my car wreck and I had all the symptoms of such.. memory, cognition, focus all gradually eroding. Might have ADD,... Read more
