Satherine

Health Interests

biopolar,  manic,  manic depression,  bipolar disorder,  bipolar symptoms,  ask the experts

Drugs I am Taking

I refuse,  horrible side effects

About Me

I live with Bipolar, manic depress, and a few physical limits. I am a Widowed Mother of 5 children in the home, 1 out at school. My Life feels like the WEIGHT of the WORLD is always on me. My oldest kids have health insurance, but since my husband killed himself the 2 youngest and I have NO HEALTH INSURANCE, but $thousands in medical bills. I have a TORTURED PAST HISTORY - childhood through adulthood - horrible human connections ((I trust 2 people and not fully, 1 after 15+ years)). The ONLY reasons I take each breathe is for those children and my animals. Music has ALWAYS been a emotional outlet, (voice of a Goddess) BUT WILL NOT SHOW EMOTION not raw emotion like that. **I was self aware at 2 or so, even then I knew I was different. I have a extremely high IQ 168, all my life I have been teased the line between... I Do not think, feel, sleep, talk, or anything like a NORMAL person does. BUT that doesn't make me Crazy** I am just doing what I can to make it through another day...