Well last night my father in law, my husband's best freind and my sister in law was hanging out and its so funny because he acts so different around each one of us....They haven't seen all sides.  I was telling them about some of his personality changes and they told me some(i already knew them) and its so funny how he acts so different in front of different people. At least they don't think I am crazy as sometimes it can look to an outsider. He is back in Ny and he was so called when he called...Basically he called and said he was in Ny and I asked how he was blah  blah and he said can I speak to Lil john.....I heard her in the backround and I guess he will have to be a dick around her....Whatever he will have to be a good dad and thats that.  I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER BECAUSE HE CAN'T BE MY FRIEND AROUND HER...ITS ONE OF HIS ROLES IN FRONT OF HER....It drives me crazy all the faces he has when he is manic. Its like you never know who your talking to. I have faith htat it will be alright but it doen't make my journey easy. I know him so well its so funny. Almost no one has seen the whole him...I haven't and I have been with him for 10 years....But I have seen the good bad and ugly and more than most. He doesn't have too much longer in his cycle. I figure another 8-12 weeks max. Then he will crash and hopefully will get help. but nothing is guarenteed. I know that.