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Husband is on his rampage again

By LifeontheIsland Friday, February 27, 2009

 

(About burning the papers last year. I had two piles of papers, one to burn and one to file. I got them mixed up in my hazy, crazy mind and burned the wrong papers. I can't even remember why I did that, or what happned in my mind to make such a bad mistake. My husband got home and saved most of the papers, he found me in bed passed out and could hardly wake me up. I was almost overdosing. It was probably my worst episode and it was before I was diagnosed as BP).

 

I know he is frustrated with my health problems but this is no way to handle it - to dump on me and let me sit here all day stewing in it. I was depressed before and now I feel worse. I'm so upset about being denied again for SSD. How long must I wait to get a break in this life?

 

I feel like I can't share anything with my husband anymore because he always throws it up in my face.

 

Thanks for letting me vent.

Anonymous
motherme
3/ 6/09 5:44pm

do you like to dance? sleeping is better than dying and dancing is better than sleeping sometimes swiming is better than sleeping. Skiing is great but i never tried it. So the moral of the story is skiing, swimming, sleeping and dancing is better than dying. I think im bipola dont no yet for sure but you day sounds like part of the story of my life. Thank you.

3/18/09 6:24am

not sure why husbands can be such jerks.

 

don't they know how lucky they are.

 

stay strong

stay smiling

 

good luck with your back

Anonymous
Anonymous
3/26/09 1:55pm

Sounds like your husband might be manic also.  How is your back?

4/ 5/09 4:08pm

Can I recommend at really good book for you to read?  I am bipolar and have been married for 31 years..so you can imagine the hell my husband has gone through all these years.  Anyways the book is called STOP WALKING ON EGG SHELLS.  I forget who wrote it, but it is still out in print.  It  has really helped my husband and I am sure it will help you.  Plus it wouldn't hurt for him to read it also..but make sure he isn't in either a manic or depressive state.  If fact, just leave it laying around...you might be surprised to see him pick it up and read it.  It doesn't hurt us to see how others are affected by the hurt we bring on to our loved ones...let me know what you think of the book. 

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By LifeontheIsland— Last Modified: 12/19/10, First Published: 02/27/09