Another adjustment to my medication has me wondering over who I am and who I want to be.  I find the question so crucial and so boring.  Mostly my mood has been fretful and anxious mixed with temper tantrums, and overall getting along and feeling listless in between.  The new problem is thyroid medication.  Had too much lithium in my blood and backing off some meds has reminded me what it feels like to be a liittle out of whack.  I am struggling hard core with my spirituality, which I think has something to do with the constant "who am I" hanging over my head.  Been staying at home with the kids this summer and I hope I'm not putting permanent scars on them!  I have written a minor amount of poetry and completely lost/forgotten it.  My memory is terrible and ridiculous.  We'll see how it domes out three months from now--I think that's the best time period I can use.  Good luck to everyone else!