I can't settle down enough to spend my last minutes wisely before my final test before Christmas break.  I am dreading being at home with the kids and feeling guilty about it.  I am not so good at the stay at home stuff and can already envision me pacing the floors and yelling a lot.  On the other hand, my poor innocent children are looking foreward to spending some time with their crazy mommy.  Not so crazy, I know.  I have been looking for  the sort of things that make me feel like I don't have it so bad.  I am working on my positive thinking.  What a chore!  I hate to think positive!  I like to be around people who are just positive by nature, it makes up for what I lack.  I am always surprised to find these unusual individuals.  How do they do it?  Off now to take my test.  Good luck to me!