Hi, how are all of you? I am doing better.
I went to the doctor and he put me on seroquel xr to see if it can help my mood swings and depression get under contro. The voices and seeing things are under control for now. Thank God for that. I really thought I was losing my mind.
I won't be writing as much because the internet is shut down for now in my house. I caught my husband going on dating service sites and giving false profiles. Meeting women on the computer. We have been through this before. He has always been a cheater and I thought that I could finally trust him. Oh how wrong I was. I didn't go off or lose it like I would have in the past. I kept control and I am glad of that. Time will tell me what I need to do. I just need to take my time and not be impulsive with my decision. Yah for me. I have learned something.
Take care of yourselves and I will talk to all of you soon!
Lori
Lori,
keep putting one foot in front of the other. you can. I am praying for you. You don't have to medicate yourself into oblivion.
my question for you is why do you stay with this man? because it's against your religion? you think it's better for the children? you think you are to weak to be without him? you still love him and are willing to work through whatever? Well if the answer to the last one is yes...then IS HE??? Is he willing to go to counseling? Is he willing to own up to his own sins?
We tend to choose people to marry that replicates our growing up home life. He may not be an alcoholic, but he's a sexaholic. Differing titles...same results...same aftermath. Is this what you want for your girls???
The sins of the fathers are passed to the third and fourth generations...
YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME FOR HIS INFIDELITY!! If you are thinking that, satan has you in his grips.
I just read a devotion about guilt. I'll send it to you in a private message.
You may be really pissed at reading what I wrote. I love you and want the best FOR YOU.
IT'S OK TO FIGHT FOR YOU!
God's Blessings,
Shelly