Somtimes I'm so disgusted with myself!!!

Hey Kim

I totally know what you are talking about. There are times when I sleep for days, don't shower, shave, brush my teeth, I just dont care. There are also times when I am awake for days and end up doing something completely stupid. I don't have much for you in terms of advice because I am still struggling greatly with alot of these issues. And what really sucks for me this time is that I am completely broke and out of Lamictal and I have no insurance. So I am off meds until I get some money which won't be for at least a month. So something bad is going to happen soon I just don't know what. I guess the reason I wanted to reply to your post was to just let you know that you really are not alone and you are not the only one. It helps me alot just to see that alot of people have the same problems. I know exactly what you are going through and it sucks. There are alot of really nice people on this site that are struggling with the same thing. You have helped me by posting your experience. You don't even know me and you helped me. So thats something, however small its something. Hang in there champ, sometimes its all we can do, just hang in there.

I know what you mean.  I ask myself all the time what is wrong with me.  Why can't I be normal.  I sleep, get up, eat, eat, eat, lay back down, and that is my day.  I don't know what to do anymore.   I am on meds for this but its like I am not getting any better.  All I want is just to be normal, if that is possible.

Me too...