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All that Remains

Cleric
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Cleric is contemplating life on the tree of woe
Professional male living with BP...

Not much to say other than what you already know... living with BP is...

Cleric

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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Something I wrote a few years back (with a few modifications)... I was in a really dark place then. Why was I denied?Denied a fathers love...BecauseHe just didn't want me   Why was I stripped?Stripped of my mothers love...BecauseShe BEAT it out of me   Robbed of friendshipBecause my pe...
  1. Step into the Light
    Judith
    Wednesday, February 18, 2009 at 12:46 AM

    What a very moving poem.  Dark, explosive and in the end "hope remains". 

     

    I joked with another patient by whispering "hey, your bipolar is showing" and looked behind him when I said it. He tried to look behind himself to see what it was. lol  We laughed together and it became an inside joke between us. I miss Michael.  Over the last 17 years I continued our inside joke by saying that phrase to myself. Repeating, 'Your bipolar is showing' countless times.  Laughing or crying.

     

    However, "hope remains" when I realize I only said it 5 times this week instead of 10.

     

    Thanks for the poem and inspiration.

     

     

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  2. Have your overcome your loss?
    Jenny
    Sunday, June 07, 2009 at 10:24 AM

    LOVE is so important.  I was not loved by my parents either.  How have you dealt with your loss?  Do you believe that the symptoms of depression stem from nature or nuture?

     

    I hope you are feeling better now.

     

    Jenny

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