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Cleric is contemplating life on the tree of woe
Professional male living with BP...
Not much to say other than what you already know... living with BP is...
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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Something I wrote a few years back (with a few modifications)... I was in a really dark place then.
Why was I denied?Denied a fathers love...BecauseHe just didn't want me
Why was I stripped?Stripped of my mothers love...BecauseShe BEAT it out of me
Robbed of friendshipBecause my pe...
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Step into the Light
Judith
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 at 12:46 AM
What a very moving poem. Dark, explosive and in the end "hope remains".
I joked with another patient by whispering "hey, your bipolar is showing" and looked behind him when I said it. He tried to look behind himself to see what it was. lol We laughed together and it became an inside joke between us. I miss Michael. Over the last 17 years I continued our inside joke by saying that phrase to myself. Repeating, 'Your bipolar is showing' countless times. Laughing or crying.
However, "hope remains" when I realize I only said it 5 times this week instead of 10.
Thanks for the poem and inspiration.
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Have your overcome your loss?
Jenny
Sunday, June 07, 2009 at 10:24 AM
LOVE is so important. I was not loved by my parents either. How have you dealt with your loss? Do you believe that the symptoms of depression stem from nature or nuture?
I hope you are feeling better now.
Jenny
What a very moving poem. Dark, explosive and in the end "hope remains".
I joked with another patient by whispering "hey, your bipolar is showing" and looked behind him when I said it. He tried to look behind himself to see what it was. lol We laughed together and it became an inside joke between us. I miss Michael. Over the last 17 years I continued our inside joke by saying that phrase to myself. Repeating, 'Your bipolar is showing' countless times. Laughing or crying.
However, "hope remains" when I realize I only said it 5 times this week instead of 10.
Thanks for the poem and inspiration.