Information and opinions on Bipolar from quietlove at BipolarConnect.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420 http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420/92342/changing-losing Mon, 26 Oct 2009 22:52:49 -0400 quietlove The lithium has stopped working... Pdoc put me on Deprakote...going from 0 to 1500 mg FUN!!!  Rapid cycling and mixed cycles are all I know these days. I am losing my mind... I feel just as bad if not worse then what I did before I was diagnosed.  Husband is not being supportive (like he ever was).. This weekend he told me that he knows that I have bipolar (i have been dx'd for 2 years) he would just rather not hear about... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420/92342/changing-losing http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420/89992/living-suffering Thu, 08 Oct 2009 22:26:36 -0400 quietlove I am married... I have two kids.. I have friends.  Why is it that I can't tell anyone how lonely I feel.  How unloved I feel? I tell and cry to my husband that I am lonley and sad.. and he tells me to get over it or go to sleep things will be better in the morning. THINGS NEVER GET BETTER.. My cycles are crazy.. I am taking my pills but after awhile I start hating that I have to take them.. I revolt and don't take them! Do you... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/889420/89992/living-suffering