"Am I going crazy?" was my first thought when the whirlwind started spinning inside of my head.  "What is happening to me?"  I had been severely depressed for 3 weeks; the

awful melancholy, grayness, emptiness, & thoughts of suicide prevailed.  I could not shake it.  Then, came the abrupt change, like flipping a switch: thoughts rushing through my head, tons of energy, brilliant ideas (or so, they seemed); things going faster and faster.  I was very afraid because I could not control anything.

    I was petrified about going to a doctor or psychiatrist.  I knew they would want me

to go into a mental hospital.

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