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Shandy
Friday, February 22 2008
So most of you know what has been going to with me to an extent.I ended up in the hospital for a week due to my son's father's abusive behavior. When I got out I took my son and ran. Big Chad then went to the judge in his small town and told them that I was mentally unstable and that I could not care for my child. The police then came and... Read more
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Shandy
Saturday, February 02 2008
I hate the unknown! I have done everything I can think of to help my case on Monday. I have been trying to stay level headed, but it is so hard. My baby is my life I have done everything for him since he was born. I don't want them to decide I have to stay in NC because I need to be around MY family and my son would be... Read more
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Shandy
Thursday, January 31 2008
So since I went to the hospital and was diagnosed with Bipolar my EX has had a judge sign an emergency custody order, so yesterday they came and took my baby. DHS has come by because my EX says that I harm the baby and threaten to kill him. I am so overwhelmed. I feel like my heart has been ripped out, put in a blender, and shredded. I... Read more
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Shandy
Friday, January 25 2008
So I tried to kill myself and realized that I should take myself to the hospital and admit myself. My "boyfriend" told me that checking myself in was a cop out and that I need to just get over it. I told him something is wrong in my head-- of course I was trying to take the easy way out b/c that is what I do. When... Read more
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Shandy
Sunday, January 13 2008
I started Seroquel 2 days ago, but sleep is still hard to come by for me. My doctor wants me to try this for a week and come back in and see him. He said he would get me into a psychiatrist. See I'm on Medicaid and there is only one psychiatrist they send patients to, I've already seen this guy and he never spoke with me... Read more